what my future will be?

Still thinking..

Apa la kan tjadi bila dah umur 20++ nnti??

Ntah la..confused

Smua org rasa ingin tahu kn?

Sapa2 je nk tau..

Saya pun nk jgak kalau camtu..

Saya slalu fikir adakah sy akan dpt jumpa kwn kt cheras lagi time tu..

Dakah sy akan masih single or in a relationship or engaged or married..

P blom lagi fikir nk kahwin..

Sy masih nk enjoy sampai sy puas2..

Enjoy and travelling definitely on my list..

I wanna anywhere but most of all..

1st KL 2nd SG 3rd Korea..

setrusnya..mana2 pun pat..

Hari ni tiba2 je kak senior msg..

Mesti dia rindu sgt kan? sy pun... 

Rindu sgt..

Sapa la x rindu dengan sweet memories..

Apa2 memories la..

Happy sad excited..

Bitter sweet and sour..

Smua da..

Macam2 da..

In the future sy harap my mum n daddy sempat tgk sy kahwin..

Sy hope kan pat laki yg baik.. 

Stakat ni sy blom jumpa lagi la..

Maybe one day..

P alangkah bgs kalau jodoh sy laki yg sy jumpa time xmas..

P sy x tau hati d dalam..

Hanya tuhan je tahu..

Dia ok..

Crita selanjut pasal dia biar je jdi secret..TQ

Whatever happen, just let it be..

I don't expect things too much..

Sometimes things never go on our way..

So mostly good things happen when I least expect it..

oh well..... :))

foR FuN...

When people say he/she is BAD doesn't meant they are BAD

When people say he/she is GOOD doesn't meant they are GOOD

Right??

We can judge someone by our first impression..

It isn't a right thing to do..

Well I did admit..

Everyone tends to do this habit..

Habit of giving in to their first impression on someone..

Try not take seriously on our first impression on someone..

....to be CONT....


Well somehow I don't wanna be a bad girl..
I just wanna be me..
Ordinary who I use to be..
Just gonna cut cut..haha
learn to say NO..
It's easier than I thought..
Harder initially but not a problem the 2nd time..
Time can change something..
Depends on me whether I wanna change or not..
Lastly I decide I prefer the real me than the pretending me..
Acting isn't something for me..


I WANNA be ME!!~~ ^^

MY FRENS..

i like this pica..

i dont know why..

then hope both of this person in this 'pica' always b happy gila-gila..

macam biasa.. ^^

MY FIRST POST in BM and FIRST POST in 2011...

heloo...

whats my 2011 life..

eh, cakap nak in bm p starting bukan bm.. =.=''

ok la, mix mix..

sy x expect apa tahun ni..

kalau mummy sy plak, dia harap sy da bf..

apa la plak ni..

sy harap sy sihat je..

p pa dah jadi..

tanggal 01.01.2011...

nasib sy sgt malang la..

suka hati je sy kena diarrhoea..

best kan? langsung x..

part x best..

langsung x da mood nak makan pa2 pun slama 4 hari..

sy minum air je dlm jangka masa 4 hari sy x sihat..

ni la first time sy kena diarrhoea berteman kan dengan demam..

teruk gila la condition sy..

nasib baik sy x pengsan..

muntah pun kosong..

dah la.. x larat lagi nak crita pasal benda yg dah blalu..

yg dah blalu biar la berlalu mcm tu..

i should move forward..

smua org mesti membuat demikian..

satu kemestian..

never regret of ur own mistakes..

apa2 pun tjadi, mestilah tabah menghadapi..

lawan..jangan x lawan.. 
kalau rasa sdih, org yg syg kita akan sentiasa on our side..always ^^

:)

AM I...

Having doubt..

Should I just remain as myself..

Or should I turn into a bad girl..

Or should i become two-faces girl..

Good at day, bad at night..

What it means..

I dont care anymore..

I'm tired of being a good girl for the past few years or maybe my entire life..

I wanna try something..

Try diff stuf..

Bad stuff..

Clubbing, alcohol and....

Can I be like one?

Yes I can...

I'm ready..

But in the mean time, I'm still deciding whether to be that kinda person..

I dont care what others think of me..

LIKE I CARE..

Let me be more selfish in 2011..

Let me a bad girl in 2011..

Let me try something new fun in 2011..

Let me learn to say NO in 2011..

Let me learn stop try to please someone in 2011..

Let me stop feelin guilty and sorry in 2011 if it's not my fault..

I wanna be someone I never become..

I wanna CHANGE to a something I NEVER try..

YES it's true..

You read it correctly..

I'm not kidding..

Once I've become bad, sure wont back to who I was before..

I can change myself to bad..

But i cant change myself to GOOD..

I'm tired of being good..

TIRED...

I'm gonna wait for one person to change me into a good girl...

N who will it be..

I dont know..

No one knows..

Including me..

Whether I for good or bad..

>Time can change everything.. WILL DO<

Bye bye 2010...

Bye bye 201o..

Gonna miss 2010..

hello 2011..

I'll do my best my 2011..

I dont know what might happens but hope it's a good thing i've expected.. ^^

SORRY..

sorry my dear...

I didn't meant to hurt you..

Was I feeling guilty or is it bcoz of our distance things change between..or gap.

What happen between us...makes me confused.

Let it be..

I dont wanna know..

Just cant..

Slowly I want u to forget me..

Thats for the best between us..

I never forget u..

Coz u will always remain in my heart..

Ur my dear fren..

u always be by my side..

But from time to time..

Things might change..

No one can expect things remain as it was..

But only hearts wont change..

Distance between us will always change..

We go diff roads..

Try diff ways..

Diff dreams..

Diff worlds..

But always remember..

Although we go diff paths or roads..

I will always think of u as my dear fren just like before..

Will always do..

I'm not sure whether u do read this..but if u really read this... i guess im not good to b ur fren anymore and yes i admit i change a lot since we're nt really close to each other like before..

SORRY my dear... U will always remain in my memories and in my heart..

U bring joy, laughter and warmth in my heart.. Thanx and sorry again to you.. :)))