Thankful

There are times when we feel like giving up and just let go of everything we have in your and choose the easiest path. But somehow, the long and rough journey makes us stronger eventually. Am i right? It's true. It isn't game for us to just fooling around and take everything lightly.

Giving up is a situation all of us have been through. It's just a test. Testing us how far we can bear up with all the challenges we go through. Maybe you have gone through many difficult situation but can you just open your eyes widely. Many people out there, millions and millions people going through the same phase as you are right now. Why giving up? Why?

Be thankful for having those who love us for who we are

Be thankful because we're perfect ( I didn't mean to say the oh so perfect one), i mean your aren't disabled. Disabled or special ones out there still can hang on to their life and move on with a big smile on their face because they are thankful enough to be brought in to this world. And happy enough to have there are many people out there love them even though in whatever conditions they are right now.

Be thankful you still have someone giving you care and love.

Without love, who you are to be in this present. Think of the baby and children that aren't able to live longer. Unlike you, you are born healthily and given much care and love. Seeing kids and children that don't have anyone to love them (orphans), they still can smile an be happy when anyone or everyone out there visiting them and telling stories to them. Remember the babies that couldn't live as their ''irresponsible'' parents seems to reject them and kill them. How sad it's to know this story. Millions of wed couple out there couldn't have babies and wanna adopt one. Instead of killing the babies, it's good to just give to the ones who wants the babies. It's a blessed things to do than to kill a human.

Be thankful...... :)

It's for the best

I went away, i guess it's for the best. I guess I can't take it anymore. I thought that the 2nd time we're back together again, things keeps getting better. Anyway, things just passing by and simply gone. He don't deserve my love at all and I know someone else out there are the one for me.



Somehow i will always remember him anyway. He always blame me for leaving him all alone but actually he's the one leaving me 1st without saying anything. How it hurts to be treated that way.

I've nothing to say but hoping and wishing him best of luck. Hope he choose the best, not only for him but for Heidi too.... I'm too young to become a mummy i guess. I've a long way to go.

But i do know that one day i'll prove to him I can live without his love and am stronger than he could ever thought of. Going through all the hard and easy times, do taught me something. I've learn a lot but yea, i know i need to learn more. That's life. From time to time, there's a lot things and experience we're going through.

Just like how we grew up, become taller day by day till it's time to stop. That's life.

Now it's OVER OVER OVER..... :)

My first

How can i describe..

I never like him before..

I had a bad impression on him for the first..

yea, i admit he's everything a gal could ask for and just like he said bout himself, he's hot..??

somehow, thats not only the reason why i chose him..

maybe coz everytime i be with him, i can be me..

i never pretend when m with him..

well, some of guys i meet before, i cant never be myself when m with them..

i dont know why..

i just cant figure it out why i can be me when m with him..

things btwn me and  him seems complicated..

our age gap bout 7 years..

he's hot but m not..

m smart and he's not..

the best thing bout him, he can make me laugh, even a weird joke..

is it a sign that i reli have fall for him..

i never try to like him b4..

coz he looks like a playboy..

so m very cruel to him..

but at last, there's a limit where i hav to stop being so cruel to him..

in my heart says it all..

somehow my relationship nvr goes out v smooth just what others might imagine..

things btwn a bit rocky..

due to his personal problems and for me coz of my frens opinion bout him..

but my sis or my fren ever said i have to listen to my own heart or instinct..

instead of listening to other people..

but deep inside my heart, he reli likes me..

and i like him too..

when he's with me, he's more like a kid..act younger than i do..gosh..

recently we sort things out again..

he had a big family problem..

he told me everything..

and m listening patiently..

and there he goes..

he want us to be fren 1st..even better.

yea i understd..

and i hate this feeling..

but i couldnt blame him..

not his feeling nway and i know he never meant to do it..

somehow he shouldnt make me fall for him from the start..

its a cruel thing for him to do that to me..

but things btwn us r okay..

nothing much for now

 and i hope......

and

lies a big secret he wants to tell me but he will tell it till things btwn gets even more serious..

i guess i know what he wants to tell..

maybe..i guess..

but my heart says hope its not what i thought of..

hope so.....

m owez thinking why my first could be that bad or challenging..

just like ppl said..

there's a reason why people meet...

there's always a reason to everything happen in our life..

it depends on us to make it as lesson and appreciate whats in our life..

whether its good or bad..

definitely crazy but there's a reason..

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