AM I...

Having doubt..

Should I just remain as myself..

Or should I turn into a bad girl..

Or should i become two-faces girl..

Good at day, bad at night..

What it means..

I dont care anymore..

I'm tired of being a good girl for the past few years or maybe my entire life..

I wanna try something..

Try diff stuf..

Bad stuff..

Clubbing, alcohol and....

Can I be like one?

Yes I can...

I'm ready..

But in the mean time, I'm still deciding whether to be that kinda person..

I dont care what others think of me..

LIKE I CARE..

Let me be more selfish in 2011..

Let me a bad girl in 2011..

Let me try something new fun in 2011..

Let me learn to say NO in 2011..

Let me learn stop try to please someone in 2011..

Let me stop feelin guilty and sorry in 2011 if it's not my fault..

I wanna be someone I never become..

I wanna CHANGE to a something I NEVER try..

YES it's true..

You read it correctly..

I'm not kidding..

Once I've become bad, sure wont back to who I was before..

I can change myself to bad..

But i cant change myself to GOOD..

I'm tired of being good..

TIRED...

I'm gonna wait for one person to change me into a good girl...

N who will it be..

I dont know..

No one knows..

Including me..

Whether I for good or bad..

>Time can change everything.. WILL DO<

Bye bye 2010...

Bye bye 201o..

Gonna miss 2010..

hello 2011..

I'll do my best my 2011..

I dont know what might happens but hope it's a good thing i've expected.. ^^

SORRY..

sorry my dear...

I didn't meant to hurt you..

Was I feeling guilty or is it bcoz of our distance things change between..or gap.

What happen between us...makes me confused.

Let it be..

I dont wanna know..

Just cant..

Slowly I want u to forget me..

Thats for the best between us..

I never forget u..

Coz u will always remain in my heart..

Ur my dear fren..

u always be by my side..

But from time to time..

Things might change..

No one can expect things remain as it was..

But only hearts wont change..

Distance between us will always change..

We go diff roads..

Try diff ways..

Diff dreams..

Diff worlds..

But always remember..

Although we go diff paths or roads..

I will always think of u as my dear fren just like before..

Will always do..

I'm not sure whether u do read this..but if u really read this... i guess im not good to b ur fren anymore and yes i admit i change a lot since we're nt really close to each other like before..

SORRY my dear... U will always remain in my memories and in my heart..

U bring joy, laughter and warmth in my heart.. Thanx and sorry again to you.. :)))

Im gonna b fine...

Will I be fine right now..

I know I miss 'someone' at times..

Be it my family, frens or someone I like..

Would it be better if I didnt confess to him last time..

Just let it be..

I like him but I cant continue..

I've to move on and remain as his best fren..

We're best fren and I never wanna change the way it is..

Coz I love the way we are right now..

Even if we're together, I dont think we're meant to be more than best fren..

Whatever it is, he still make me wondering..

Wondering why he call me dear at times..

Is it a normal words to say to a best fren..

He will always be the person for me to ask for an advice most of d time..

Well, thanks for being by my side..

Thank you coz till now I realised I meet a fren I ever want..MAYBE..

Yes or no I still have to move on..

I'm happy enough to have a fren like them...

Lastly, from time to time, I promise myself, my feelings will fade away..

Always look on the bright side..

Whatever I may be..

Im always be remain the same person..

I wont change..

Feelings can change but it takes time and letting go fren takes time too..

Every road has it ends..

But it ends with a happy tears..

Tears represent joyfulness..

What more to say..

Ta-Ta.. :X

Life in Kuching...

Bubye KL, hello Kuching..

And hello to sem 2 also..

Sem 2 is harder than the first one..

Haha...

Hope I can cope up..

I guess I can..

If everyone can do it, I can do it too... :)

Sure can..

Lastly, I miss all my frens there..

Miss them very much..

Frens, seniors.... >.<

I miss you....

haha...

Let me laugh for a while...

Just to release tension...

I wonder whats happening to me..

Somehow, I really really miss something right now...

Gosh, what's happening to me.. Arghh..

>.<