My life wouldn't sucks without you, am sucks without me myself

People say they will lose everything if they loses someone they love
It's true but it's just a temporary feeling inside of you burns
Burns, burning into tears
Initially you just can't fight your feelings, sadness, desperateness to scream and crying out loud
It's a basic nature of human
You can't just blame yourself for something that's not worth a single tears of yours
Don't ever have those guilt in yourself
Be strong enough and happy that you're strong of all these times
And you can smile even though inside of your soul deep within you need someone to rip off your heart just to end your sadness, but think of it as a temporary feeling

When time pass by, you will eventually know it's worth the fight
What you're going through before, makes who you are right now "STRONGER"
Especially when someone you love, gone and died
They no longer visible in your eyes, no longer in your arms, stay by your side through the night
Warm soft and gentleness of your loved ones seems to fade away
Not it's not, the one you loved ones will always stay by your side without you knowing
Holding your hands, hugging you when you're cold & cried alone all by yourself, kiss your foreheads and smile at you because you can go through all the hard times

When you loses someone the one who you ever share everything in life, be it your lover
Look back, move on, smile and be proud of yourself
That you're brave to let go of someone you can't live without and love
For the rest of your life, it's impossible for you to hang or hold onto someone who's not meant for you
So it's best to let go and unattached to something that never meant to attached to your life in your future
Because one day you will meet someone better than previous one
Probably the one you're destined for is somehow going through the same phase too
Don't worry, life still goes on
Think of it as an experienced, best experienced you'll never forget in your life

When you fail to do a task or fail achieving a goal you've set
Confide yourself that life is not about winning
Sometimes we need to fail, in order to learn the meaning of victory
Be sure that, don't let failure destroys your self-esteem and confidante
Don't think of it as a failure, think of it as beginning of story of your life
You never know what the future might holds for you
Life is at its best when you least expect

Conclusion:
Your life wouldn't sucks without ''them'', life would be sucks without you, yourself

Tanjung Aruuuuu..... :)

26.12.2011

Somewhere in Sabah, 2nd day of chirstmas we're going to beach just to ease up our own mind

Relaxing day aite....& it's fun!

Strolling along the shore..... Ain't it fun rite? Clear sky, just few clouds

Fun around da beach, nice view of the sky. Actually it's just an edit version of sky. The original one, you probably see clear sky with few clouds. Kinda warm and breezy at da beach, especially because it's year end.

Small crab runnin around da beach!!! hahaha

The back of this view, i guess it's hotel or whatever it is....hehehehe

Chillin at the cafe, just for fun since we've stroll along da beach.... Guess what type of drink am holding right there? hehehehe.... BEER! C'mon, just fewww glassesss of beer enough for me to have fun and forget all the problems i've been through. Well at least.....am being a good girl here in Sabah. Teheee...

Away from our loved ones

Merry christmas!

This year christmas, sure is different from other year

Kinda lonely because we're away from home

But the feeling of loneliness can be fight if we stay together and make each other laugh

Oh well, there will always remain spirit of christmas left in our hearts

We're happy and joy to celebrate our birth of Jesus christ :)

Somewhere in 1Borneo :')

Tanjung Aru beach....it was fun though 

Last but not least, hate to know the fact that we miss kuching. Somehow, we're miles away from Kuching and do hope it's just a dream. When i woke up this morning, Christmas day, am still at the same place i was before...SABAH

WE MISS KUCHING & I MISS MY FAMILY :'(

It's for the best

I went away, i guess it's for the best. I guess I can't take it anymore. I thought that the 2nd time we're back together again, things keeps getting better. Anyway, things just passing by and simply gone. He don't deserve my love at all and I know someone else out there are the one for me.



Somehow i will always remember him anyway. He always blame me for leaving him all alone but actually he's the one leaving me 1st without saying anything. How it hurts to be treated that way.

I've nothing to say but hoping and wishing him best of luck. Hope he choose the best, not only for him but for Heidi too.... I'm too young to become a mummy i guess. I've a long way to go.

But i do know that one day i'll prove to him I can live without his love and am stronger than he could ever thought of. Going through all the hard and easy times, do taught me something. I've learn a lot but yea, i know i need to learn more. That's life. From time to time, there's a lot things and experience we're going through.

Just like how we grew up, become taller day by day till it's time to stop. That's life.

Now it's OVER OVER OVER..... :)

Love is just a question

Love is a question. Question to ask urself. What u want and u dont want. Sometimes people misunderstand love as a game cause love ever play games with them.


But this isn't the right way to treat a word call love. Love?


When you broke up with  someone, dont just go and love someone new if it's for the sake of forgetting ur ex! That isn't the right thing to do.

Don't be in a relationship just cause your lonely or single. Be in a relationship when you're ready for it. I know how it feels cause i've made this mistake before. The consequences, I hurt me and him.

It's best for us to enjoy single life and cherish the one who surrounds and love you for who you are. Am i right?

Be ready to let go of someone if you really loves him or her. Cause if you're meant to be, love will find it's way to you again.

♥ LOVE me LOVE you LOVE them LOVE us LOVE everyone ♥ 

Don't make me choose again, L.O.V.E

Am I okay? Or maybe am okay for now. 
Choosing is the hardest part of all. Do i have to choose A or B? Both have pros and cons. Somehow, I don't wanna hurt neither of them. 


What should i do? Am caught in the middle...hmm........

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Sprinkle of pixies dust can give a little help

  Ever dream of waking up in a dreamland where everything you ever dream of seems to be come true.

I wish i woke up and end up in a world of a fairy tale. Full of fairies and pixies around me, Would it be very awesome right?

You wish, wish, wish and wish........


Nothing happens anyway....


Instead of WAITING for your dreams came true, lets MAKE our own dreams came true.


What's your dream? Dreams do come true if you make it real n true....


Dont sit back and relax do nothing about it...


Stand up and be yourself....


“You can’t just sit there and wait for people to give you that golden dream; you’ve got to get out there and make it happen for yourself.” by Diana Ross, American singer & actress