I love you
I miz u
Past tense dear!
No more in present..
Ya gotta accept d fact tht m x longer urs anymore
not only tht
u've hurt me
betrayed me
played me
but thts all in d past
what more can i say...
me + u = nothing
even tho it isn't an easy thing to 4get
but time does play its part in my life
the show must goes on
even tho i knw ho badly i've been hurt
it's a lesson i shud keep in my heart
coz m gonna use it as guide book in d future
before u said u love me and u miz me
then u sudd gave up on me
coz u tot i gv u mix signals
huh?
is it true?
no m not
isn't love takes time to grow
just like how flower grows
it's kinda impossible 4 flower to grow instantly
even tho fertilizers does exist in this world
to make it even more healthier
u said i cheated on u n make u as my 2nd one
wat the fuck up??
R u talkin bout me or r u talkin bout urself?
how can u make me trust u if u never trust me from the start..
GILA!
m such a fool tht i fall into ur sweet words
u DAMN sweet talker..
i should hav realized ur real motives on me
at last u put off ur mask and show the real u..
u keep on blaming me for no reason n yea finally u said u wan us 2 b frens only
X more relationship
ok i get it, u've got sooo many things to handle!
somehow u can't handle me..??
obviously ur a jerk asshole
just say u got another girl
instead of sayin i can't handle our-so-called relationship
just admit it u x want me anymore
and m happy to let u go n stop put a hope on u anymore
wat a guy..
and u even point a finger at me saying i talk shit
accused people esp me wit no evidence at all
and now u say sorry
but do u think sorry can change anythg so easily
wake up dear!
wake up dear!
sory couldnt change anythg..at all
mayb a bit but
mayb a bit but
sorry can change anything if action includes in...
not only action..ur willingness to change and admit ur own mistakes
somehow, ur still lying to me anyway
by sayin ur single ''rite now''
single??
m x a fool dear..i got eyes n ears
ur such a pretender
can u just stop pretend in front of me..
sorry to say m x an easy girl where u can go in and out of my life..
TQ
I never meant to say something bad bout u
but if u really want me to do it
YES I CAN
i could fight and seek revenge but thts x who i am
i forgive u n please undrstd tht im tryin to move on
i have to
u don't know how much u've hurt me
i couldn't live like that anymore
oh well, u knw i can live without u
but without my besties and faith in myself
i wouldn't have come this far
i thought i couldn't 4get u
i will cry all nite long
but yes!!
I've made it..
I can prove 2 u how strong m i rite now
strong on the inside n outside
U can break everythg besides u with ur martial arts skill
but u can't never break my heart again..
and i hate the way u blame my frens coz u cant have me
they arent d reasons y i never fall for u
u shud blame on my instinct
my instinct says
u gonna hurt me someday
u gonna leave me alone someday
u gonna played me someday
u gonna lied to me someday
u've done all this
u make me fall for u
but then m thankful coz u only hav my love n not my soul n my everythg..
And meeting u wasn't an accident i guess
it's a lesson i nd to learn from so tht i can b stronger and i can choose and meet the better one in the future
I understd ur feelings
But will u ever understand my feelings nw and b4
the answer is NO!!
Finally..
i only wish for 1 thing
please UNDERSTAND that
i cant treat u like i was before
i cant never care bout u like i was before
i cant smile at u like i was before
i cant hang around wit u like i was before
i cant joke wit u like i was before
and
finally
i cant LOVE u like i was before coz my heart stops beating for you
And nothing gonna change coz i wanna move forward..
As life goes on..
Show must goes on..
A real show..
Not a fake one..
I ain't gonna fake my life..
Coz faking is fucking to me!!
