In and out

Lose and gain
Sometimes we tend to hate and could not accept the fact that we lose someone or something
When we gain something, it tends to blind our eyes
Makes us forget world behind us and extremely enjoying your life

Love and let go
It's not easy to love when your hearts have been broken into pieces and betrayed by someone
It's not easy to love again once you lose trust on them
Letting go is a part of life process
Sometimes it's not the best solution to stick with something you aren't meant to be
Even though you could not let go of them
Healing process takes time

Laughter and sorrow
Laughter is the best medicine. Yes it is
Let smile because it makes others feeling appreciated and valuable
When someone cry, comfort and hug them by saying things will be just fine tomorrow
Never lose hope, never give up, never ever lose faith

Beauty and ugly
Everyone is beautiful in their own way, enough said
The more you judge, the more you are making yourself look stupid
Instead of wasting your time judging about others
Lets embrace our beauty
It's God's creation
The more you love yourself, the more you receive love

There you go, my crazy thoughts :)

Thankful

There are times when we feel like giving up and just let go of everything we have in your and choose the easiest path. But somehow, the long and rough journey makes us stronger eventually. Am i right? It's true. It isn't game for us to just fooling around and take everything lightly.

Giving up is a situation all of us have been through. It's just a test. Testing us how far we can bear up with all the challenges we go through. Maybe you have gone through many difficult situation but can you just open your eyes widely. Many people out there, millions and millions people going through the same phase as you are right now. Why giving up? Why?

Be thankful for having those who love us for who we are

Be thankful because we're perfect ( I didn't mean to say the oh so perfect one), i mean your aren't disabled. Disabled or special ones out there still can hang on to their life and move on with a big smile on their face because they are thankful enough to be brought in to this world. And happy enough to have there are many people out there love them even though in whatever conditions they are right now.

Be thankful you still have someone giving you care and love.

Without love, who you are to be in this present. Think of the baby and children that aren't able to live longer. Unlike you, you are born healthily and given much care and love. Seeing kids and children that don't have anyone to love them (orphans), they still can smile an be happy when anyone or everyone out there visiting them and telling stories to them. Remember the babies that couldn't live as their ''irresponsible'' parents seems to reject them and kill them. How sad it's to know this story. Millions of wed couple out there couldn't have babies and wanna adopt one. Instead of killing the babies, it's good to just give to the ones who wants the babies. It's a blessed things to do than to kill a human.

Be thankful...... :)

My life wouldn't sucks without you, am sucks without me myself

People say they will lose everything if they loses someone they love
It's true but it's just a temporary feeling inside of you burns
Burns, burning into tears
Initially you just can't fight your feelings, sadness, desperateness to scream and crying out loud
It's a basic nature of human
You can't just blame yourself for something that's not worth a single tears of yours
Don't ever have those guilt in yourself
Be strong enough and happy that you're strong of all these times
And you can smile even though inside of your soul deep within you need someone to rip off your heart just to end your sadness, but think of it as a temporary feeling

When time pass by, you will eventually know it's worth the fight
What you're going through before, makes who you are right now "STRONGER"
Especially when someone you love, gone and died
They no longer visible in your eyes, no longer in your arms, stay by your side through the night
Warm soft and gentleness of your loved ones seems to fade away
Not it's not, the one you loved ones will always stay by your side without you knowing
Holding your hands, hugging you when you're cold & cried alone all by yourself, kiss your foreheads and smile at you because you can go through all the hard times

When you loses someone the one who you ever share everything in life, be it your lover
Look back, move on, smile and be proud of yourself
That you're brave to let go of someone you can't live without and love
For the rest of your life, it's impossible for you to hang or hold onto someone who's not meant for you
So it's best to let go and unattached to something that never meant to attached to your life in your future
Because one day you will meet someone better than previous one
Probably the one you're destined for is somehow going through the same phase too
Don't worry, life still goes on
Think of it as an experienced, best experienced you'll never forget in your life

When you fail to do a task or fail achieving a goal you've set
Confide yourself that life is not about winning
Sometimes we need to fail, in order to learn the meaning of victory
Be sure that, don't let failure destroys your self-esteem and confidante
Don't think of it as a failure, think of it as beginning of story of your life
You never know what the future might holds for you
Life is at its best when you least expect

Conclusion:
Your life wouldn't sucks without ''them'', life would be sucks without you, yourself

Tanjung Aruuuuu..... :)

26.12.2011

Somewhere in Sabah, 2nd day of chirstmas we're going to beach just to ease up our own mind

Relaxing day aite....& it's fun!

Strolling along the shore..... Ain't it fun rite? Clear sky, just few clouds

Fun around da beach, nice view of the sky. Actually it's just an edit version of sky. The original one, you probably see clear sky with few clouds. Kinda warm and breezy at da beach, especially because it's year end.

Small crab runnin around da beach!!! hahaha

The back of this view, i guess it's hotel or whatever it is....hehehehe

Chillin at the cafe, just for fun since we've stroll along da beach.... Guess what type of drink am holding right there? hehehehe.... BEER! C'mon, just fewww glassesss of beer enough for me to have fun and forget all the problems i've been through. Well at least.....am being a good girl here in Sabah. Teheee...

Away from our loved ones

Merry christmas!

This year christmas, sure is different from other year

Kinda lonely because we're away from home

But the feeling of loneliness can be fight if we stay together and make each other laugh

Oh well, there will always remain spirit of christmas left in our hearts

We're happy and joy to celebrate our birth of Jesus christ :)

Somewhere in 1Borneo :')

Tanjung Aru beach....it was fun though 

Last but not least, hate to know the fact that we miss kuching. Somehow, we're miles away from Kuching and do hope it's just a dream. When i woke up this morning, Christmas day, am still at the same place i was before...SABAH

WE MISS KUCHING & I MISS MY FAMILY :'(

It's for the best

I went away, i guess it's for the best. I guess I can't take it anymore. I thought that the 2nd time we're back together again, things keeps getting better. Anyway, things just passing by and simply gone. He don't deserve my love at all and I know someone else out there are the one for me.



Somehow i will always remember him anyway. He always blame me for leaving him all alone but actually he's the one leaving me 1st without saying anything. How it hurts to be treated that way.

I've nothing to say but hoping and wishing him best of luck. Hope he choose the best, not only for him but for Heidi too.... I'm too young to become a mummy i guess. I've a long way to go.

But i do know that one day i'll prove to him I can live without his love and am stronger than he could ever thought of. Going through all the hard and easy times, do taught me something. I've learn a lot but yea, i know i need to learn more. That's life. From time to time, there's a lot things and experience we're going through.

Just like how we grew up, become taller day by day till it's time to stop. That's life.

Now it's OVER OVER OVER..... :)

Love is just a question

Love is a question. Question to ask urself. What u want and u dont want. Sometimes people misunderstand love as a game cause love ever play games with them.


But this isn't the right way to treat a word call love. Love?


When you broke up with  someone, dont just go and love someone new if it's for the sake of forgetting ur ex! That isn't the right thing to do.

Don't be in a relationship just cause your lonely or single. Be in a relationship when you're ready for it. I know how it feels cause i've made this mistake before. The consequences, I hurt me and him.

It's best for us to enjoy single life and cherish the one who surrounds and love you for who you are. Am i right?

Be ready to let go of someone if you really loves him or her. Cause if you're meant to be, love will find it's way to you again.

♥ LOVE me LOVE you LOVE them LOVE us LOVE everyone ♥